NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION

IT'S 2008 BABY !!!!!!1\ OK SO I AM SOO EXCITED ABOUT THE NEW YEAR ... WHY ? BECAUSE 2007 SUCKED AND I DID A BUNCH OF NOTHING LITERALLY AND I HAVE LEARNED FROM MY MISTAKES AND I CAN ONLY GO UP .... I REALIZE I HAVE A LOT OF GROWNING UP TO DO AND I ALSO REALIZE TO ACCOMPLISH MY GOALS I AM GOING TO NEED TO FOCUS MEANING I HAVE NO TIME FOR LAMES , HATERS , ETC. SO HERE'S MY LIST THUS FAR .....

1. CLOSER RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD
2. FIND A JOB I ACTUALLY LOVE THAT PAYS WELL
3.TAKE BETTER CARE OF MY BELONGINGS [APPRECIATE MORE]
4. MOVE INTO A CONDO OR HOUSE BY EARLY 2009
5. SAVE 5,000
6. AN ESCALADE TRUCK BABII AND ACTUALLY BE ABLE TO AFFORD IT
7. FIND LOVE
8. A'S AND B'S THIS SEMESTER
9. MORE MONEY
10. FLOSSIN ON THESE HOES

THESE ARE NOT IN THE ORDER OF IMPORTANCE WELL BESIDES NUMBER ONE BECAUSE GOD SHOULD ALWAYS COME FIRST

Time for a change ....

I have been thinking today, a lot actually about just my life , I have wasted to many years sayingi should have done this or i could of done that ... I was on myspace today and I came across this quote ""yu can spend minutes, hours, days,weeks, even months analyizing a situation; tryin to put pieces together, justifying what couldve, shoulve, wouldve, happened. or yu can leave the pieces on the floor && move the fuck on "-" . And after everything that has happened to me ,all the shit that was talked about me and the one person i thought wud be there forever left ... i can honestly say I leaving on the shit on the floor I dont give a fuck! Its time for a change for the better. In my past life lol; I worried too much about boys and not enough about money so my priorities are straight and im just going to move forward and never look back .....

HOMOSEXUALITY

TODAY I WAS IN SOCIOLOGY AND A MORE IN DEPT THOUGHT CAME ABOUT. WE WERE WATCHING A MOVIE ABOUT PROMOTING MORE IN DEPT SEXUAL EDUCATION IN SCHOOLS FOR THOSE WHO ARE FROM A CHRISTIAN BACKGROUND KNOW THAT IN THE HOUSEHOLD YOU ARE MOSTLY TAUGHT ABSTINENCE , WAIT UNTIL YOU GET MARRIED. ALSO IN THE MOVIE A YOUNG LADY ASKED SO WHAT ABOUT HOMOSEXUALS WHO CAN'T GET MARRIED ? THEN OF COARSE BEING MONICA B MY MIND STARTED THINKING ABOUT A LOT OF THINGS.WELL... HERE IT IS
SINCE HOMOSEXUALS CAN NOT GET MARRIED IN SOME STATES , HOW WOULD THEY PRATICE ABSTINENCE ? YES THAT IS THE RIGHT WAY BUT LET'S JUST COME BACK TO REALITY HERE NOT EVERYONE DOES THE RIGHT THING. THEN WE HAVE SOME WHO ARE STRONG BELIEVERS OF CHRIST AND SAY HOMOSEXUALITY IS A SIN AND IT'S WRONG . I AM A CHRISTIAN AND I DO BELIEVE IN GOD BUT THEN AGAIN I AM NOT GAY . SOME HOMOSEXUALS SAY THEY WERE BORN THAT WAY , SO HOW CAN I PASS JUDGEMENT , I DONT KNOW IF THEY WERE BORN GAY BECAUSE I AM NOT GAY SO WHO AM I TO TELL THEM THERE ARE LYING . HOMOSEXUALITY IS A SIN BUT GOD ALSO SAYS DO NOT PASS JUDGEMENT ON ANOTHER THAT IS FOR GOD TO DECIDE ALL YOU CAN DO IS PRAY. IN THE MOVIE I SAW A LOT OF PEOPLE FROM THE CHURCH PROTESTING AGAINST HOMOSEXUALS SAYS THAT THEY WILL ROTT IN HELL AND SAYING A LOT OF HATEFUL THINGS AND I JUST WANTED TO SAY GOD DOES NOT PROMOTE HATE , GOD IS LOVE . SO WHEN YOU CLAIM YOUR FROM THE CHURCH YOU NEED TO SET AN EXAMPLE FOR OTHERS AND ACT CHRIST LIKE. HOW THEY CHOSE TO CONDUCT THEIR LIFE IS NONE OF YOUR BUISNESS .
LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK ....

SECRETS

SECRETS ..... SECRETS ARE POWERFUL THING . YOU COULD BE HOLDING A SECRET FROM SOMEONE OR YOU COULD BE HOLDING A SECRET FROM YOURSELF . TODAY I WENT TO URBAN OUTFITTERS ON THE STRIP AND I PICKED UP THIS BOOS TITLED POST SECRETS , PEOPLE FROM ALL OVER AMERICA SENT A GUY ANONYMOUS POST CARDS REVELING THEIR SECRETS . YOU CAN CHECK OUT THE BOOK ONLINE AT http://www.postsecrets.com/ . I ENCOURAGE YOU TO BE BRAVE ENOUGH TO SHARE YOUR SECRET . NO ONE IS PERFECT AND MAYBE SOME OF YOU ARE GOING THRU THE SAME SITUATION. WHY NOT START WITH ME NO ONE KNOWS THIS BUT I WISH I NEVER HAD AN ABORTION =( SOMETIMES WHEN YOU SHARE YOUR SECRETS IT ALLOWS YOU TO BE FREE TRY IT.
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